a thread

​Sun, Aug 21, 2005, 8:30 AM
to sweet_jane17
we are hanging by a thread
and the things that you said
are killing me
so deep
that I can hardly breathe
not sure what I want
hoping it's along
the lines of what you need
and I'm tyring to get better
trying to get over
to many words unsaid, unread
and I'm trying to think clearly
why do you stay so near me
sometimes...
I wish I had it in me to feel as fine
as you do
you still seam to
 love so much
and I'm barely in touch
at all
can't fall
when I have been left uncaught
so many times past
everything moves so fast
and once again you want it all back
how much longer
can I hang in
till I feel what you feel again...
forever I soppose
as this is what I chose
and I have a life time left...
to remember how to trust again.