I'm So Stubborn

You know this about me
I'm so stubborn
strong willed
and too damn independent for my own good
and I wanted
to believe
I did not need
your presence with me

but I know you're here

somewhere in this world
I can feel you
(I always could)
I told you
I'd be okay
But you came along anyway
you followed me through the void
when I chose this partiular form
and dove down in
to the world of men
you came along
always so protective
and I said
I didn't need that
but you came along
anyway
even though
this particular realm
has never been your favorite place.
you know that I love it
and so you came along
anyway.

I can feel you here
Although
I don't know
exactly who
or where you are
I miss us

I really did love being one.

having someone to turn to
a hand to hold
a soul that understands my soul.
and I said
I wanted try this one life alone
but you're out there
this I know.

And I can tell you now
in an honest, quiet voice
I've had my fill
of this life alone.

and I'm so stubborn
so damn stubborn
this we both know
but I'm ready to say
I'd rather spend
my nigts
and days
with you.


Charity