tantrum

Wed, May 25, 2005, 11:47 AM
  tantrum

something sparks of fascination
I pull myself away
tie my hands in two and
put them behind my back
I have no tact
or understanding
of inappropriate conversation
so the line your handing me right now
 makes no sense at all
you value your reality
I wink and hide from mine
dodging behind buildings
abandoned and rundown
cutting cross a rocky creek
to train tracks
I walk down
looking at the back of your house
pushing these thoughts to
the back of my mind
wondering if you will
come out and play
again so soon with me
We live in childish laughter and silly games
of what comes after
unmentioned names
between us
because the truth makes me want to cry
and scream and throw my temper tantrums
still hoping to be noticed by you again
I am waiting here below
your window
for the moment yougive me the signal
to climb tree branches
up to your smile and
laugh with you again.