Thu, May 26, 2005, 3:26 PM
the fear that you call love you are doing your best I try not to forget I cannot be to demanding on your lack of understanding of who the hell you think you are or what you think of me you are trying to let go a little I'll give you that you held me so damn tight for so damn long! and for a while it felt like love now it feels more like fear fear of you fear of me what I' am capable of and what we could accomplish together or apart I'm sorry for you that you do not know your self or all the amazing things you are made of and capable of but I cannot let your narrow mind control me just because you can't wrap your logical thought pattern around all that I am and can be when given a little room to breathe does not mean that I can allow your fears to control my life anymore We are two separate people you and I and I know we've chosen to take steps together in this walk of life I cannot let your choices, invalidate mine If you can't let me be impossible and make my own mistakes then it's the same as you not trusting me and believing in my ability to guide my own life and you held me so tight for so long and for a while it felt like love but now it just feels like fear your fear of you your fear of me and all my dynamic possibility but I cannot let this fear that you call love control my life any more. Charity
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