the light from which I Came

I will admit I see a light
tho I don't think it's the end
of the tunnel
the way that people say
exactly the opposite
I am working my way
back to the source
the light from which I came
the spark that bares my name
and I am one and the same
with this beginning
with this forever
with this sense of always
this lack of never

I feel loved
this is astounding
renewing and grounding
me
while setting me completely free
to float the way I do
       in dreams
uninhibited
electric and we
don't land
no we don't land
I'm seeing the beginning
 of this tunnel again
and I am coming back
away from the night
away from the black
that enveloped me
for such a time
but developed me into what is mine.

I am not retreating
nor looking back
but returning to the origin
of what I know
          has always been...

that beautiful, hopeful
utterly unstoppable start

You said I was so in your head

and I say
          you are my heart.
--
Charity