unwind from Reality

Aug 5, 2005, 2:31 PM
​no chance of forever I tell the truth
then sit and stare
frighten myself
because who I am
hits me more fiercely
than I'd like to admit sometimes
thoughts of you
turned out to be
a brief excursion
from reality
what a brilliant diversion you would be
but that would have been all
and I
have deeper things
left on my mind
than a tumble with someone
who is mostly blind
to the essence of my nature
sometimes it's far too easy to find
something someone
to help me unwind
but I
talk some sense into myself
you move on to someone else
it would not have mattered in the end
our lives are to different
much better as friends
since we have no chance whatsoever
of any sort of together
forever
why hurt each other
when we could both find a lover
anywhere any place
anyway.