​Sideways smile

​Sideways smile
halfway there
pretext, concepts
what will come next 
and do we even care?

Left out, let down 
picked up again
rusted, entrusted

found and lost

Is there a price 
if there is no cost? 

We were born with questions 
We were given answers 
But they do not go together
Just suffering and promises of some blissful after ever.

Life is now 
I am now 
You are here 
and we are how
Everything began
Eternity in our hand

But if its just a story
if its only a show
 ~ then what do I know
what do I know... ?
.......
I don't believe in ever now 
I don't believe in ever then 
I don't believe in anything
Around my finger tied a string
But I forgot
What to remember
and what to not.
What was found when nothing sought?
Bring me back to here within
Without is nothing but the dream.
And when you take away my story
You leave me with nothing...
Damnit you leave me with nothing.

​Charity