your laugh

(move along
there's nothing to see here
just me
wrecked in blue
over someone
I hardly knew)
but your laugh was so fucking beautiful
you don't know
if you could hear your soft sexy laugh
you would understand
why I fell so fast
for you
why I let my guard down
just long enough
to let in one

I hardly knew
and god if you could hear your voice
the way it sounded to my ears
you'd understand
why I had no choice
but to release my fears
of love, lust, need
and all the vulnerability
that comes along
with those kinds of things
and why
I let myself want
like I hadn't in so long
God if you could see what your eyes look like when you smile
you'd know
why I was a child
next to you
nervous
and new
I swear
if you felt for one second
the way I did
while I sat
so close to you
as our arms barely touched
and I felt myself trembling through
wondering if you knew
if you could feel it too...
you would know
why
I fell so damn fast
lost track
of all my plans
to never need again
anyone
so bad, like that
(and did I ever
need like that
before

... no
this is more)
but
if you could hear
your laugh
then you would understand
why I could not hold back
from falling
down deep in...
your beautiful fucking laugh.