and there was nothing to be done about it really
no need anymore to try not to feel ~ as ignoring my heart in an attempt to protect it has mostly just caused more grief.
I am learning lately that it's the thoughts that make us happy which guide us best to where we're meant
so I thought of your smile
those few short hours
so many months ago when we sat so casually close
and talked like old friends.
And yes it made me happy
Till I thought that I may not
ever see you again in this life
And there's not much to be done about that either...
Because you were not affected by our meeting in the same way as I
And I don't want to be that randomly obsessive girl
that makes something out of nothing
so I'm trying instead
to set you aside
leave you alone
put you out of my mind
and simply go blissfully
on with my life
it would be easier though
if I could forget about how for a few short hours
it was more blissful to have you close by.
Originally Written 5-18-13