But have I been studying for too long?
And what happens if I leave this nest
Of sacred space and precious rest?
Will I be vulnerable
Will I be exposed
Will I be quiet
Will I explode?
Will I return and hide
Or will I explore
Will I lose myself in the Aftermore?
And what will I find
If I leave behind
This sacred space
And precious time
Of sweet separateness that has become my life?
Will I explode
Will I explore
Will I lose myself in the aftermore?