She was a long way from home
I knew the look I had seen it in the mirror more than once. Another cup of coffee A late night walk on the shore A cigarette with a friend Then off to the next town. Charity
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I found the place between tree branches and sky I took a moment and climbed inside I lost myself there And loved what came after the moment I lost myself there I became peace I became a branch high in the shadows of the tree I became a wisp of air that blew through those branches. I was the dirt that the roots dug in and clung to And I was the roots enjoying the deep cool of the earth surrounding me. I found the place between tree branches and sky I climbed inside and I stayed for the night I saw my breath against the morning light And I thanked the universe for encircling me Somewhere within the shadow of it’s wing And allowing me a moment of peace A moment of forgetting to be myself or anyone else in between… The dirt, the sky and the branches of that tree. Charity Trees ~ Photographs by Charity Janisse ©2016 Photos Taken in 2012/2013 With iPhone 4
He’d been on the road a long time.
Eventually his blue motorbike rusted and failed. It didn't stop him though, from going the way he meant to go. He left it in fallen leaves by the side of the road And walked instead The way he meant On down the trail. Charity I fell for you in one wicked moment
And there was not a damn thing I could do about it. What happened when I moved carefully past you To my seat And my legs brushed up against your knees And I was sure in that moment Everything that had happened in my life In the universe Before that night Was just me Moving towards that rendezvous with you. Just a brush against you A quick glance at your eyes Then less than subtly Down to your mouth On to your hands… Your hands And then there went all my plans To ever want again Anyone but you. And I caught myself Tempted to stare Relishing the charge in my skin The charge in the air... Where had I been till then Did it matter? Did I care? I had to drag my gaze away Right then Before I did Something slightly insane Impulsive and utterly inappropriate In a crowded plane. And I couldn’t help But smile to myself To see The way My mind it wanders The wicked things it ponders… Who was this one Suddenly so close to me Making me want So recklessly And I glanced At the window And I took my seat. Waited quietly to see if you'd speak to me. But that was it Right then I was all the way in All the way fucking in And there was not a damn thing I could do about it. Charity I fell fast and quick
just slipped right into love or something like that... with you. But the gates were closed your walls tall stone above my head with frozen snow dusting your chilly touch on my skin. The last girl that passed through had broken you... You built your iron gates and brick walls high after that then locked yourself into a painless, loveless hope for safety. And I'm sorry that I met you after her and not before. Charity 2013 |
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